I played this month almost 60.000 pokerhands, 81hours, and earned myself 42.000 points, wich leaves me with 21.000 more for december to reach my 2010 goal pointwise. This must be one the better months regarding putting in volume. I also made some money but wasn't as good as you would expect it to be after the first 2 weeks of the month lol.
Let's move quickly on to December!
dinsdag 30 november 2010
zaterdag 27 november 2010
Blogging
Since my last entry I feel a little bit more....I dont know, awake? Aware of what I am doing by just writing some stuff down. I also realise it will slip away again very easily if I dont actively hold on to it. So thats what I am gonna do. Also I want to update my blog more frequently again :)
With that being said I instantly notice the difference when I play cards. Got in a medium sized online pokersession yesterday and for the first time in weeks I think I played without too many errors. Also been to the casino yesterday where I won a little over a buy-in. Too bad I lost a big pot in the beginning where I played KQ pretty opportunist (Is that correct english?) Anyways I got it in preflop vs QQ and 94s (wtf?!). 94 obv wins the hand and at some point this guy states that he's back to his startingstack and I am like, oh rly?! hw the fk could that ever happen to this professor...There was so much fail going on at that table, and I am not even talking pokerwise that I decided to quit early and catch the last train back home to make sure I was able to beat Leslie this morning at 9 fucking 30 with squash. Managed to be awake but it was completely overkill since there was a zwartenpietenband that got the best within 10 minutes of a 10 minutes awake Lels. GG!
With that being said I instantly notice the difference when I play cards. Got in a medium sized online pokersession yesterday and for the first time in weeks I think I played without too many errors. Also been to the casino yesterday where I won a little over a buy-in. Too bad I lost a big pot in the beginning where I played KQ pretty opportunist (Is that correct english?) Anyways I got it in preflop vs QQ and 94s (wtf?!). 94 obv wins the hand and at some point this guy states that he's back to his startingstack and I am like, oh rly?! hw the fk could that ever happen to this professor...There was so much fail going on at that table, and I am not even talking pokerwise that I decided to quit early and catch the last train back home to make sure I was able to beat Leslie this morning at 9 fucking 30 with squash. Managed to be awake but it was completely overkill since there was a zwartenpietenband that got the best within 10 minutes of a 10 minutes awake Lels. GG!
donderdag 25 november 2010
TILT
Yes, I am still in the Netherlands, and no, I dont know why and I dont know till when. To be perfectly honest Ive no idea what the fk I want out of life right now or in the future, neither do I know where I want to be. At one minute I feel OK being where I am and the next I wish I was at the other side of the freakin planet. Days goes by with me doing next to nothing. And it sounds weird coming from me but for the first time in my life it bothers me...When poker owns me it owns me so unbeliebaly hard. I feel like Ive been on permanent tilt for the last couple of weeks. Maybe even longer, I dont know. My mind is restless and constanty looking for something. I am bored out of my mind while there so much left to do and learn but I am simply lacking the willpower/motivation/energy do pick something up and do something with it. I ve got so little reason to feel the way I do and that in itself tilts me even more. For crying out loud, I am dissapointed with the way I roll at the moment!
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